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one fickle minded being

One can tell I am super fickle minded from the number of blog sites I have changed over a short period of time.

I question myself at times why did I even bother because usually after a while, I'll be too lazy to update my blog anyways :D

I have so many things going on in my mind all the time, issues / opinions I want to pen out, but often, the idea of switching on the computer and actually doing so never materialise. Maybe it's because I know that by the time I switch on the computer, whatever inspirations I had at that moment is all gone, lost in my memory space. I have very short term memory for unimportant stuff, and maybe that is because I am saving memory space for those things that really matter.

Anyways, I am glad that I finally have this blog setup-ed and start yet once again on my writing journey.
 

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