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the side not many will get to see

They say Geminis have 2 sides to themselves, and personally I couldn't agree more.

I wasn't around when my colleagues had dinner with some of my business partners, and naturally, the conversation topic will relate back to whoever is not present, which in this case is me! -.-

According to their observation, I am one who is full of principles when it comes to work. And they mention that I can look quite fierce sometimes (really meh???), especially when it comes to guys (okay la, quite true).

Well, after hearing what was being said, I do not refute their claims because when it comes to work, I'm all no nonsense. Come on, I can be joking around with you if I want to, but the truth is, I don't want to. If I were to do that, how do you expect people to take me seriously especially when I look younger and am younger than most people in the industry of the same ranking. Not trying to sound obnoxious, but this is the sad truth for me. Someone has got to be the 'bad' guy or else the company will be eaten alive and there is no need for policies etc etc. And being really honest right now, I don't give a damn how you perceive me, because I know you are just seeing one side of me. The side I want you to see.

The other side is reserved solely for my family and friends, my private life. The side where I can be truly who I am without having to worry about whatever shitty reputation. HAHAHA. If you ask my bestie right now, her list will go on and on and on. Gosh... I can be such a klutz sometimes... Like that one time where I tried to connect the internet line to the laptop in the office and instead of plugging out the wire from the CPU and connect it to the laptop, I plugged it out from the main internet socket and into the laptop. In other words, I connected the CPU with the laptop!! And to think I was there asking all my colleagues why the internet is not up for the laptop XD Needless to say, I became the laughing stock of everyone... especially when I did the exact same thing a few weeks later -.- Sometimes my mind just doesn't register all these simple stuff. Maybe it's sole purpose is to remember only the important stuff :D

HAHAHAHA... Recalled another incident... Just the other day while queuing up in the rain for The Script's concert in our raincoats, I saw a piece of plastic from my raincoat hoodie and immediately I just thought "Eh! The raincoat hoodie can be tightened! I need not keep pulling at my hoodie liao, yeah!" and happily told my bestie while at the same time, I gave the plastic a tight pull only to detach it from my poncho. The look on bestie's face is one of  disbelieve followed by amusement. Only then I realise the plastic is just that, a piece of excess useless plastic.... WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Seriously, sometimes I can't stand my bimbo-ness...

Oh well, as they say, there is always two sides to a Gemini ;)

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